Hey! What's up. CelebSwap here.
I know I've been in and out, here and back for awhile now. I just feel like I owe you an explanation for why my capping has slowed down so much and why I've been away.
Okay. I'm gonna try to put as simply as I can. My life has been a roller coaster ride through hell for
the past 2 years. I've lost family members, pets, friends. It all just left me without the passion to make captions for the blog. I loved interacting with the community and talking with people who also enjoy these types of stories but every time I tried to make something for the blog itself, I just couldn't.
With all the the stuff happening in my life, I found myself in a really dark place. I was at the end of my rope and felt like I had nowhere to go. Everything that once made me happy was just bringing me down. I felt hopeless for a long time. Around the end of last year, I had serious thoughts about
suicide and I'm a little ashamed of that. I was weak, I was hurting and I didn't know what to do.
Luckily. Someone came out of left field and gave me an outlet to find happiness again. A girl that I had met before through the TG writing community but never knew just how good of a person she was until we started talking more and more. She made me feel so special and loved. In a way that I can't really put into words. She saved my life. She knows who she is and I hope she's not too embarrassed by me talking about her here. (Whatever. She'll get over it. lol)
I've been feeling better but I know I'm not out of the woods yet. I'm taking every step to make myself better and have fun again. I've really enjoyed coming back and doing a few caps here. More so enjoying the feedback from you readers! It really made me feel like I was back in a good place.
Sorry for the rambling post. I just thought I owed you all an explanation. I'm not saying I'm back for good and never leaving again. But I am saying that I'm alive and feeling alright.
<3
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